This is part of the child mind, the beginner mind, to approach the task with a sense of innate wonder. Every time, there exists a moment of awe and a feeling of newness, a joy in the process and another at the outcome. It doesn’t matter what anyone outside of that experience thinks, and anyone inside the experience will witness it with the same breathe of amazement. What comes after, when the internal, made external, moves through the rest of the world, does not change these sensations.
What comes after, when the world passes judgement, has no impact on the artist or the creative process.
Another night when I started too late and my head has gone all swimmy such that the screen is blurry. Comic: that’s all.